Sunday, January 20, 2008

(Dis)equilibrium

I've returned to my former philosophy that life is a constant state of disequilibrium. No use making statements about "serenity" or any some such stable state of mind. It's bound to come crashing down.

It does seem that most often there's only myself to blame. Makes me wonder whether this means that I'm incapable of settling down? I'm so used to my life on the rollercoaster of adolescence that I have the need to buy a seasonal ticket?

That being said, I still believe that good things will, in one form or another, come out of this whole new stage in my life.